It was so boring those days. Without short-term goals, life is like a piece of blank paper. I hate my current life situration. So I tried to make myself busier by reading, cooking and doing sport. But still, something missed in my life... That is self-motivation. How can people find their goals when they just finish one? After standing on the top of one mountain, I was happy for making this achievment, and also disappointed that another mountain which was much higher stood up in front of me. I need to collect my courage to climb this mountain again, but when I can reach a platue where no more higher mountain will show up. "Tops never Stop"----I like this quote. In my interpretation, if you want to reach the top level, you should never stop fighting for your future. So that's why we need self motivation all the time. This summer gives me much more spare time to think about myself, my future and my life. It is the right time I need to think about it before stepping onto the next stage. At night, when everbody seems to sleep already, I cried for what I havn't done, but I should, for the tough life I may face, for my friends and family I missed in China. Sigh... Still lots of things need to be done. Fighting!